sometimes

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Sometimes, i like being on my own. Riding my bike, go to bookstore, have some coffee there, alone. Enjoy my loneliness. So, i just have many times to think about everything. About life, heart, standing position, experience, love, friend, enemy, family, college, task, responsibillity, future, and especially about me. Where am i going to ? What should i do after ? With whom i spend my time ? what about my future ? what i become ? and many more. everyone just need their own time. Me neither. Don't ever worries for being alone. You was born alone, and You'll die alone. So, why don't you just enjoy your time for being alone ?

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